What I would do to be able to take part in this once in a lifetime opportunity, but could this be real? No, money is always the issue. If we have just enough money to pay the bills and get food on the table, there is no possibility for me to see the person, who has been my idol since 1985, 25years!
When I was a teenager, I dreamt about going to a Bon Jovi-concert and that Jon would just pick someone from the audience (and it would be me) to sing a duet (Never Say Goodbye or Silent Night) with him on the stage. I'd sing so beautifully that after the concert he'd sign me up to make a demo. The demo would be a success, and I'd make a record and tour the world with Bon Jovi as their opening act. But one thing differs me from most of the fans, I never even once dreamed about being Mrs.Bongiovi.
I've gone through a lot of feelings when listening to BonJovi. After the concert in Helsinki in 2008, it felt like it was the last time they would see them perform live, and the following day I just cried and cried.
Songs like Woman in Love, Love for Sale or Bad Medicine bring a smile to my face. Listening to the album New Jersey makes me rememeber the time I was dealing out newspapers, taking the elevator to the top floor, running down the stairs whilst listening to BonJovi with my Sony Walkman :) If you ran too fast, the cassette would start to jump, it was a result of trial and error 'til you found the perfect pace and could listen without interruptions.
When we got married, I thought of singing Without Love for my wife. The duet with LeAnn Rimes left me with goose bumps. I played this song atleast ten times in a row and tears just ran down my face.
It might be hard to be lovers
But it's harder to be friends
Baby, pull down the covers
It's time you let me in
Maybe light a couple candles
I'll just go ahead and lock the door
If you just talk to me baby
Till we ain't strangers anymore
Lay your head on my pillow
I sit beside you on the bed
Don't you think its time we say
Some things we haven't said
It ain't too late to get back to that place
Back to where, we thought it was before
Why don't you look at me
Till we ain't strangers anymore
Sometimes it's hard to love me
Sometimes it's hard to love you too
I know it's hard believing
That love can pull us through
It would be so easy
To live your life
With one foot out the door
Just hold me baby
Till we ain't strangers anymore
It's hard to find forgiveness
When we just turn out the light
It's hard to say you're sorry
When you can't tell wrong from right
It would be so easy
To spend your whole damn life
Just keeping score
So let's get down to it baby
There ain't no need to lie
Tell me who you think you see
When you look into my eyes
Lets put our two hearts back together
And we'll leave the broken pieces on the floor
Make love with me baby
Till we ain't strangers anymore
I have two equal goals
1. meet Jon Bon Jovi and discuss with him civilized
2. be a guest on The Ellen Show and talk with Ellen DeGeneres about Buergers and help to raise awareness to Buergers
I say these targets aloud, maybe now they will be reality within this year?

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